Awesomeness

Anyway

2004-08-30T01:11:20Z

I went to SC for about 8 days. It was an alright time. I invited an asshole so all he did was get on my nerves. Good God! This kid! I have done so much for him and because I wouldnt scratch his back or make him a sandwhich .. or do whatever he wanted to do.. I was the asshole. haha. Seriously. I've known this kid since 10th grade and he recently got into heavy drugs so I suggested that he should come down and just think about things and get away from that shit... SO he does and .. this is my vacation and he destroyed most of my days down there. Now... for like the past month I've done a lot of shit to try and help this kid.. now I am the asshole for not doing what he wanted me to for him. Ha! This is like my life cycle. Do the right thing and you get shit on. I am over it now.. I find it pretty funny the more I think about it. ANYWAY~ I drank with my dad, uncle and cousins.. Laid out on the beach. I got pretty tan, suprisingly. It was relaxing for about 30% of the time. It could have been 100% but no! I had to invite that faggot. Oh well. Thank god thats over.
The week before that I spent most of my time at my moms.. well I think it was for 2 weeks. Anyway. I spent a lot of time with my mom. I got a yoga ball. Its awesome. You want a good work out... get one of those things. They kill me. Right.. so.. I just hungout with my mom most of the time that I remember.
So from what I understand Mike has only gotten a letter from DAVE... Thats pretty depressing. I got a letter from Mike saying he had only gotten a letter from Dave. Com'mon now.. I dont understand. I think maybe Mike's friends should get on it and fucking write him. I mean he is getting to the point where he doesnt even care anymore. Seriously. I feel bad for him. I guess is just kind of shows him who really cares. Whatever though... right? (sarcasm)

So...

2004-08-04T18:10:40Z

Remember that time when everyone sucked? I do... will continue to remember.

Its funny

2004-07-17T16:43:09Z

I think its so funny how people are so caught up in their own lives... They cant give anyone.. meaning me.. 2 seconds of their time. It seems like the nicer I am to people the more I get shit on. I guess thats how it goes.. What am I complaining about ... I've been dealing with this shit for the past 5 years. I guess fuck'em. No point in me making the effort. Whatever.

SOOOOOOO.....

2004-07-08T03:52:17Z

I did nothing all day.. again. I worked out. I watched TV.. and then I went to Michaels.. For about 5 minutes..I saw Shank as he was leaving and I told him to come in with me...
This little girl named Barbra from what I understand was talking shit on me. SO I confronted her about it. She denied " Who are you..? I dont even know you.." blah blah.. Thats right she doesnt know me. And sometime I dont know myself when it comes to the point where my adrenaline is going insane.. I pretty much dropped the conversation and then she turns to her boyfriend with her hands in the air and says " oooooo I'm gonna get beat up now!" So I regretfully turned to her and threw my fist to the table and said.. " No girl. I will fucking stab you before I beat you up... "... I needed someone to talk to really badly and thank god Jeremy got out of bed and got online to talk to me. THANKS AGAIN JEREMY! Otherwise I would have been all hyped up all night. Just him telling me not to worry about it helped me.. I can't believe that flew out of my mouth! Oh well.. I am sure she'll say something at the show on the 17th cause she is a big nose, jewish looking, isreali. .. I am over it.. I swear. I am just still in aww.

And I remember sunshine

2004-07-08T00:19:36Z

I text messaged Mike's sister to see if Mike had called them to everyone know he is ok.. because once you get to bootcamp you only get to make one phone call to say you're safe.. No one at her house got one.. I didnt get one. DAMNIT! I hope he is ok. Though Emily said that he might call tonight. At least thats what she is guessing.. She thinks that is the original plan. God I hope so. She said she would let me know if he calls.. I'll keep you informed.

Woo

2004-07-06T17:56:18Z

I got a phone call from Mike last night from Jeresy. He spent the night there.. He should be in SC by 12am tonight.

GOD!

2004-07-06T02:21:55Z

People are so gay.

Monday... Ship off

2004-07-05T20:10:42Z

Well, Mike shipped off today. I just got home from saying goodbye. haha. He was so nervous. I can't wait till he gets back! ALREADY!I am suprised I didn't cry. Well I was well on my way but held it back. My dad and my sister came to say goodbye and that was awesome. I am almost positive he will do fine unless he twists his ankle. Oh well.
I am glad he got to spend time with his friends and with me. I have his cell phone so if anyone wants to hangout or something I guess you can call. Not that I would expect anyone to want to but it would help a lot. I also am borrowing his XBOX so I can watch movies and play games and stuff. Woo. Hopefully I wont be that bored. If anyone wants his mailing address let me know and I'll give it to you. I have to call his sister up to get it first.
I think I am going to quit smoking starting now. This should be fun. Alrighty well I am going to go watch some movies.. or do something semi entertaining.

The last night...

2004-07-05T06:01:16Z

I slept for the majority of the day and then actually got up around 5pm. I went over to Mike's house and we lit "fireworks" which ended up being a back yard full of smoke. It was fun. I felt bad for Mike's mom because she thought she had bought fireworks. Then we headed over to the Leaven house and watched movies. Then we left and went back to Mike's and he wanted to go to bed so he went to bed. I got home and me and my dad were talking about sluts, strippers, how most people are a waste of time and about faggots who cheat or their girlfriend/boyfriend. It was funny. My dad is the man sometimes. Well most of the time when he is drunk and has no one else to talk to. But only when he is drunk and alone. haha. You could say he is white trash.. but he's not. Meh, it doesnt matter. It was fun talking to him. He always makes me laugh.

Sunday Morning.

2004-07-04T08:38:08Z

Went back to the party. It was alright. Everyone was drunk for the most part. Watched TV.. and thats pretty much it. Woo!

Saturday night.

2004-07-04T04:28:26Z

Tonight was one of Mike's going away parties. I couldnt stand to be there. It was too depressing for me. It should have been fun but I couldnt get to that point. I wish Mike wasnt leaving. It's gonna be rough on Monday. I dont know. I am happy that he is going because he wants to do something with himself. I am just sad that I wont be able to see him pretty much for the next 6 months. GOD I CAN'T WAIT TILL HE IS BACK!
As for the past 9 days, I have had a good time with Mike. I got to spend a lot of time with him. It was like living with him for a week. Good times.
Now I just need to find some things to do while he is gone. Maybe I'll find a new job. I am def. going to start working out and save money. I'll probably be able to save like $400 a month now. Then I can get a place with Mike and stuff. Finally be on my own again. The day that I move into my own place again.. I will be so happy. Maybe I'll even quit smoking. That would be awesome even though I love smoking. We'll see. I just need to make a list or something.
Well I hope everyone had a fun night at the Leaven house.